NaNoless November

I find myself in a strange situation where for the first time since 2008 I don’t have a writing mission for November.

That’s not to say I haven’t been writing, I am currently trying to finish drafts left, right and centre (one finicky draft that is a roller coaster of success and solid, solid, brick walls); but my daily goals, my forums, and the feeling of comradery is gone as NaNo ceased this year.

I know there are articles all over the place about substitutes and other places that replicate NaNo or give you a goal to aim for but they aren’t the same I wail and whine.

I still love the idea of NaNo, I am almost two decades in and I like the achievement of my 50k. It also gets those pesky ideas out in a large lump and I can go back and look months or years down the track and polish, throw out, or steal from. Two of the drafts I’ve been working on recently both came from previous NaNo works so it’s reassuring to see that the pain, sweat, and tears of hitting those daily word goals (or frantically trying to catch up at the eleventh hour) were worthwhile.

I will be hitting my 50k goal come November 30, it will just be with less badges, less procrastination and idea hunting on forums, and less word count updates. I may have to create a fun graph to track my progress though because it’s a real motivator seeing that graph rise and rise or scare you if it plateaus for too long.

I’ve been doing this long enough that I feel confident my November tradition will continue but it’s hard not to feel a little sad at what we lost.

The end of NaNoWriMo

I’m not sure how much I have mentioned it on the blog over the years but I have been a massive fan of the National Novel Writing Month for many years. After being introduced to in back at university I have been an active and enthusiastic participant since 2008 and I have looked forward to November every year since as I take the chance to write.

In that time I have finished very few novels but I always hit the 50k mark. I have written stories that were easy, some that were like pulling teeth and every ten, hundred, thousand words was torturous. I have written stories that I based off songs, based off a dream, based off playing The Sims. I’ve tried my hand at fantasy, historical, short stories, contemporary, and romance. I have 50 thousand plus words written for each of these ideas and so many more that I think of fondly. Of these numerous stories I have even developed three of them into actual edited, structured, novels. I have thought about them for years, tinkered, fiddled with, restructured and pondered over some for more than a decade as the idea wouldn’t leave me. Nano is incredibly important to me. So much so I associate warm weather with writing and often get my most writing done on warm sunny days. I think I associate it with sitting in front of my computer each November writing every single day for hours on end.

But all of that is changing. The announcement came in my inbox at 9am on 1 April via email that Nano was coming to an end. I had to check the current time in the USA to determine if it was a poor taste joke or whether the US hadn’t entered April yet. Alas, it was not a joke. As a non-profit organisation NaNoWriMo relies on donations in part, each year they are involved with the P4A project and you can donate through their website and have been able to for many years. However it seems that isn’t enough as the Nano team cited financial issues as the cause of their closure.

There have been are a lot of factors in the past as well, I know they had a major issue with their forums and moderation which resulted in an overhaul of how the site worked and the forums ran, but even then it kept going. The sad thing is, even if there has been a slump in finances, many believe the final nail in the coffin was their support of the use of AI in writing which resulted in obvious backlash. In the video they released it adds a bit more confusion on the exact reasons for the final closure. Those more knowledgeable than I can look at their graphs and finances, but you can also read between the lines and work out what it all means and what their reasons really are. At the moment I’m happy to sit on the sidelines and just be sad and annoyed about the whole thing.

It’s not new that Nano has been different in the past few years. The change of the website and forum set up felt different to the numerous years spent chatting in topic forums about specialist hobbies for a character, or sharing titles, sharing character names, going into the genre specific areas to share fantasy ideas and concepts. The shout outs for hitting 1k, 5k, 40k were always fun to revisit and see how far ahead or behind you were with other people and your month’s projections, not to mention the “coffee shop” forums where you could escape writing for a while and chat about other things. I still have an entire bulging folder (as bulging as an online folder can be) of the Nano encouragement emails that used to come out from various famous authors over the years. Those little reminders to keep going were wonderful and often had a lot of inspiration and advice as well. They felt less common than they used to be too.

Participating in Nano wasn’t confined to the website. You could talk to people online and share stories and encouragement without ever opening up the website or a forum. A hashtag on any social platform and a conversation could give you a writing buddy across the world. People all over were talking about and making things connected to Nano, it was a great community. I fell in love with Nanotoons which was started by Debbie Ridpath Ohi and continued by Errol Elumir. I came in with Errol’s run and it made me wish for a write-in near me I could join and become immersed in the fun and games of community writing. I loved getting the emails each year and loved following the characters on their writing journey alongside my own.

Even with all the changes there’s no denying how impactful Nano can be on a writer. Nano famously was the place many novels were started. There’s articles and lists, a Goodreads category, even a bookshop section for books that were written during Nano. It’s wonderful to see that the pain and panic of trying to write 50k in a month (an “easy” 1667 words per day) can accomplish something great.

Lifetime word count

In my time participating I started 17 books, and I have continued to work on 3 of them. Which isn’t a huge percentage but it doesn’t mean the others are forgotten either. I have so many memories on this blog, as well as other places like Facebook, Tumblr, and even Twitter back in the day of sharing my goals, my achievements, and my frustrations and elations that it will be strange not to have an official website to work with.

It does feel like, even though they were years apart, the writing traditions and community I have enjoyed since I started using Nano in 2008 are gone. My beloved WriteorDie, a staple for many Nanoers, after numerous changes and updates finally shutdown entirely. A quiet and surprising end to something so integral to my writing experiences. NaNotoons ended in 2018 which was a shining light in my inbox each November, and now Nano itself is gone.

Of course no one can stop you writing a novel in November, but there was a comfort in a website, having a goal, the new badges that came in recently to add some fun and challenges and retrospection on writing styles. Not to mention chatting with others who were just as keen, just as frustrated, just as stuck and creative as you were. I could have written this post about the memories of my projects, the challenges each one had, the fun I had finding a new inspirational quote each year, and competing against buddies and their writing stats. How I would write summaries for books I hadn’t written yet, design covers, and would vary between having a full story and no title or a title and no story. I could talk about the winners certificates I was so proud of, the winner goodies, and the banners I spread across the socials. How I got writing software I still use and how I saved all my stats to look back on my achievements each year. But then I could be writing forever.

As a worldwide community event that started in 1999, NaNoWriMo recently celebrated its 25th anniversary. It has brought people together in write-ins, across the globe and in local communities as people found support, buddy systems, encouragement and ideas sharing and it is a shame it won’t survive long enough to even see out the 2025 event.

I don’t know where we will all end up but hopefully there will be a migration somewhere else where we can continue to build on the writing community that we’ve grown to love over the decades. If there’s one thing I’ve noticed is the writing community will always find one another and the writing will persevere.

Vale Kaz Delaney

The news broke a few days ago that Australian author Kaz Delaney had passed away. It’s taken a while for me to gather my thoughts because while I knew it was coming, it was still a shock. Kaz was a powerhouse in the Australian writing scene, she was an enthusiastic supporter of writers and readers, and a friend.

I first met Kaz in the early years of the Newcastle Writer’s Festival. She quickly became a friend and has been a great supporter of mine for the past decade. She was a beautiful soul and an incredibly talented author and supporter of those in the book world. She was generous with her time to a young budding writer who loved reading and had just started out blogging about her love of books. She took me under her wing when I saw her at book events and introduced me to people, promoted my very new and shaky blog, and bragged about the professionalism of my reviews.

Over the years I saw Kaz at her own book events as she launched new releases or I sat in the audience as she shared her knowledge and experience on numerous panels at book festivals. Through Kaz I found new authors, met other writers, and got to participate in some incredible events I never would have dreamt of attending. I soon got invited to join her writing group and was able to share many more years of support and unofficial mentoring from a writer who had been cemented in the Newcastle and Australian writing world for decades.

Across her career Kaz wrote for children, adults, and teens. I remember her telling an audience once that while she felt she was born to write, she was also passionate about children and it showed in the books she penned for them.

I believe at last count she had about 80 books published under all her pen names which is an amazing legacy to leave behind. A vast majority were for children but that didn’t stop her from branching out into books for older audiences. She also wrote cosy mysteries, romance, and young adult stories, all filled with humour, fabulous characters, and compelling plots.

Always willing to share her knowledge and skills Kaz ran workshops for people, as well as going into schools to help kids with their writing. She was always generous with her time and her willingness to help other develop their own writing voice and style was part of the beautiful person she was. I am eternally grateful I was able to attend some of these sessions and got to learn from someone with such a varied and extensive career.

I am honoured to have met Kaz and got to know her over the years. The writing community has lost a great and talented writer and a wonderful woman. She will be missed immensely.

2025 Goals

January always bring a rush of things to do. Suddenly everything is happening and it’s a mixture of wrapping up the previous year and setting the wheels in motion for the one that’s just begun.

I have all the usual posts planned for January but I am starting off with my goals this time. I like to set my goals, not for any real reason, but I like to have some kind of plan for the year, even if it doesn’t quite come to fruition. Which is why the past few years with all the *gestures at everything* I have made them simpler targets, but also little things to make me feel like I’ve achieved some things and improved my reading, or even my blogging, in some way.

 

Bump up my #AussieYAChallenge involvement

First things first, I am still so proud of myself for starting the Aussie YA Challenge, but as creator I didn’t give the attention it deserved. I planted it, attended it for a while, then promptly neglected it. Unintentionally of course. This is why so many of my gardening ventures failed, I forget to keep watering the plants, even though I kept thinking about them or seeing them in the garden.

To rectify this, I am implementing the approach I had when the AWW was up and running. I made draft posts and scheduled them into when I wanted my check in points to be so I had them ready as a reminder, I wasn’t at the whim of memory and time to make something.

In the same vein I am going to try and be more prompt with my reviews on what I do read. Promoting the challenge is one thing, but having little updates and reminders as I post the reviews for what I’ve read will help too.

I am also going to make more deliberate and active choices to pick up physical books as the year goes on because honestly 95% of Aussie YA are physical/ebooks only so it’s going to have to happen. I have to stop myself being distracted by shiny audiobooks from overseas just because it’s easier. I need to read these books I have longed to read for ages, even if it’s hard. The want is there and I have to make myself read them if I ever want to catch up on the amazing books we have coming out of this country.

 

Read physical books/from my own shelf

It’s not only for Aussie YA I need to read physical books, any physical books would be great. I want to read at least 12 physical books this year, I will force this habit to return because I can’t rely on audio forever. I have three bookcases with books I need to read at home so in addition to physical books I am also going to try and read more from my own shelves too because to be honest that’s where a lot of those 95% Aussie YA books are as well.

 

Reading Challenges

I have three reading challenges to complete this year. My own #AussieYAChallenge, my Book Bingo, and the Read 25 YA books in 2025 over on StoryGraph. A lot of these should overlap so it shouldn’t be too overwhelming. While I was investigating challenges though I also found an ongoing #LoveOzYA Queer Reads Challenge which I might dip my toe into as well and find some of our great diverse reads.

 

Share Reviews more

Comparatively to earlier years, I have been a lot better and consistent in posting reviews on my blog, and I have a schedule that works for me. But when I post here I am not as diligent as putting up a written review on StoryGraph as I used to be on Goodreads. I need to dedicate some time and upload all the reviews I’ve done since moving to StoryGraph and putting them up for people to read. I’ll sit down on afternoon, pop on a book to keep me company and spend a couple hours filling up those empty review spots. Another habit I need to get back into.

 

So that’s my plan. Looking back over this it doesn’t look as simple as I initially thought but I am happy. A little active reading won’t hurt and a chance to share the great things I’m reading can’t be a bad thing either. I am hoping a little patience with myself is going to help, and as with most things I think starting will be the hardest part. But I am also going to try and make myself be consistent. My tendency to lose momentum mid-year and never start again has a strong track record so we can only go in with faith and good intentions right?

Books I Can’t Stop Thinking About

This might be better than my top five lists because there is a huge difference between books that have a lasting impact and those that I gave five stars. No, I can’t explain why.

Having reviewed so many books, and read so many books, it’s always fascinating to see which ones won’t leave me. While I can simply adore some books at the time, it doesn’t mean I will think about them long after.

I planned to put this out in my ten year celebrations but with this that and whatever now we’re here. This is the list of books that I still find myself thinking about years after. The ones I felt moved by, were beautifully written, had an amazing story or concept, or were unique and intriguing and I’m incredibly glad I was able to read them and surprised they are still floating around in my mind.

Tears of the River by Gordon Rottman

This is a great YA book that is full of action and adventure, a great main character and wonderfully written. Rottman captures imagery very well and I remember feeling tense and anxious as I read some of the action scenes in this book. Karen is a great character and she handles the adventure and stress more than I think I would.

Yellow by Megan Jacobson

This book broke my heart obviously, and I love it dearly all these years later. It is sweet, full of heart, but also about self discovery. The emotional impact it had on me at the time was profound and I resonated with Kirra’s story a lot so it holds a special place in my heart.

Freak of Nature by Julia Crane

The idea of Kaitlyn is always in my head when thinking about sentient robots and cybernetics and things like that. I always want her abilities to regulate her body and her emotions. It’s an ideal skill to have. The reality Crane created is fascinating and Kaitlyn is a great character to explore it with. Being cybernetic and robotic while also being emotionally human is a great idea to explore.

Lightning Tracks by A. A. Kinsela

I always wanted to go back to this world but I have been unable to see evidence they continued with the series. Fantasy set in Australia with culture and history combined it was beautiful and I long for more.

Looking for Alaska by John Green

What can I say? It’s Alaska for goodness sake. It will never be TFiOS because in my opinion people obsessed over the wrong book. Alaska is my TFiOS and no one will ever take her from me. This book, ugh, my god.

Soulless by Gail Carriger

When I find a great retelling or alternate history story I long to be part of that world. I would love a reality where vampires and werewolves were real and simply living in society, helping out the Victorians with security and other services while still having the traditional elements of their mythology. Not to mention the joys of a fully steampunk Victorian era with all that entails.

See You Yesterday by Rachel  Lynn Solomon

The creativity of Solomon’s story stays with me always. I find myself thinking about plot points and how unique this time loop story has been told. I love the characters and I love the ending. The characters are wonderful and I am always keen to return to their lives and watch them escape their fates.

Royals by Tegan Bennett Daylight

Another one that has been cemented in my mind for the creativity of the plot as well as a phenomenal execution. It’s mystical, it’s forced proximity, I love that everyone grows and bonds, but at the same time also hate each other a little. It’s the kind of story that draws you in with questions and Bennett Daylight leaves you wanting more.

 

There’s definitely more I could list, specific books in series that were magnificent or other books that I always go on about. But that is a different kind of great. These ones really stuck with me and that I find myself thinking about surprisingly often. If there are any books that have stayed with you long after you’ve read them, not necessarily five star ones, but those that had interesting characters or concepts that resonated feel free to let me know in the comments.

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