Books I Can’t Stop Thinking About

This might be better than my top five lists because there is a huge difference between books that have a lasting impact and those that I gave five stars. No, I can’t explain why.

Having reviewed so many books, and read so many books, it’s always fascinating to see which ones won’t leave me. While I can simply adore some books at the time, it doesn’t mean I will think about them long after.

I planned to put this out in my ten year celebrations but with this that and whatever now we’re here. This is the list of books that I still find myself thinking about years after. The ones I felt moved by, were beautifully written, had an amazing story or concept, or were unique and intriguing and I’m incredibly glad I was able to read them and surprised they are still floating around in my mind.

Tears of the River by Gordon Rottman

This is a great YA book that is full of action and adventure, a great main character and wonderfully written. Rottman captures imagery very well and I remember feeling tense and anxious as I read some of the action scenes in this book. Karen is a great character and she handles the adventure and stress more than I think I would.

Yellow by Megan Jacobson

This book broke my heart obviously, and I love it dearly all these years later. It is sweet, full of heart, but also about self discovery. The emotional impact it had on me at the time was profound and I resonated with Kirra’s story a lot so it holds a special place in my heart.

Freak of Nature by Julia Crane

The idea of Kaitlyn is always in my head when thinking about sentient robots and cybernetics and things like that. I always want her abilities to regulate her body and her emotions. It’s an ideal skill to have. The reality Crane created is fascinating and Kaitlyn is a great character to explore it with. Being cybernetic and robotic while also being emotionally human is a great idea to explore.

Lightning Tracks by A. A. Kinsela

I always wanted to go back to this world but I have been unable to see evidence they continued with the series. Fantasy set in Australia with culture and history combined it was beautiful and I long for more.

Looking for Alaska by John Green

What can I say? It’s Alaska for goodness sake. It will never be TFiOS because in my opinion people obsessed over the wrong book. Alaska is my TFiOS and no one will ever take her from me. This book, ugh, my god.

Soulless by Gail Carriger

When I find a great retelling or alternate history story I long to be part of that world. I would love a reality where vampires and werewolves were real and simply living in society, helping out the Victorians with security and other services while still having the traditional elements of their mythology. Not to mention the joys of a fully steampunk Victorian era with all that entails.

See You Yesterday by Rachel  Lynn Solomon

The creativity of Solomon’s story stays with me always. I find myself thinking about plot points and how unique this time loop story has been told. I love the characters and I love the ending. The characters are wonderful and I am always keen to return to their lives and watch them escape their fates.

Royals by Tegan Bennett Daylight

Another one that has been cemented in my mind for the creativity of the plot as well as a phenomenal execution. It’s mystical, it’s forced proximity, I love that everyone grows and bonds, but at the same time also hate each other a little. It’s the kind of story that draws you in with questions and Bennett Daylight leaves you wanting more.

 

There’s definitely more I could list, specific books in series that were magnificent or other books that I always go on about. But that is a different kind of great. These ones really stuck with me and that I find myself thinking about surprisingly often. If there are any books that have stayed with you long after you’ve read them, not necessarily five star ones, but those that had interesting characters or concepts that resonated feel free to let me know in the comments.

Yellow by Megan Jacobson

Published: 1st February 2016Goodreads badge
Publisher:
 Penguin Teen Australia
Pages: 259
Format: Paperback
Genre: Young Adult/Paranormal
★   ★   ★   ★   ★  – 5 Stars

If fourteen-year-old Kirra is having a mid-life crisis now, then it doesn’t bode well for her life expectancy. Her so-called friends bully her, whatever semblance of a mother she had has been drowned at the bottom of a gin bottle ever since her dad left them for another woman, and now a teenage ghost is speaking to her through a broken phone booth. Kirra and the ghost make a pact. She’ll prove who murdered him almost twenty years ago if he does three things for her. He makes her popular, he gets her parents back together, and he doesn’t haunt her. Things aren’t so simple however, and Kirra realises that people can be haunted in more ways than one.

To quote a line from an incredibly wise author by the name of Megan Jacobson, “this is the kind of book that makes you stop and just rest the pages on your chest from the truth of it”. Yellow is a brilliant, emotionally charged book that reveals so much about the various struggles in people’s lives. There is an incredible amount of beauty and honesty and raw strength in this story; Jacobson captures so much from so many angles and connects them together into this life of a fourteen-year-old.

Kirra Barley is my hero. I love her so much, she speaks to me on so many levels and she is so much braver and stronger than she could ever give herself credit for. I am so fiercely proud of her and everything she does, even the bad stuff. She is shy but she has dreams of being popular. Despite continually being berated and bullied by her so called friends, she is always out to impress them, always wanting to fit in. She doesn’t revel in being the outsider, she wants friends, she needs someone to talk to and it crushes you when she doesn’t get it.

Kirra’s so desperate to have friends she jumps at the chance to help a ghost she isn’t entirely sure is real, and wants him to make her popular and fix her family. What’s fantastic about this is that Jacobson doesn’t let the paranormal aspect take over from this real story, yet in a way Boogie’s ghost still does. Kirra’s efforts to help him takes her down certain paths, some good some not, and it makes you realise how desperate she has become and how unable she is to cope with what’s happening around her.

As much as you hate some of these characters and how much they frustrate and anger you, there is no denying how fantastic they are. They’re all as complex and well developed as each other and even with the short attention given to a few of them, there are clever ways Jacobson reveals who they are deep down.

The emotions definitely begin early on and stay in varying degrees until the final page. Yellow grabs onto your heart and will take it on a tough and brutal journey filled with pain and surprises and twists that you will not believe. It’s down to earth despite the fact there’s a ghost in a phone box, and it’s filled with characters who have flaws and failings and while you can’t forgive everything, it’s evident some of them are doing the best they can.

The best way to describe this story is a lot of little heartbreaks joined together, but as Jacobson made me realise, it also has lots of bits of glue and band-aids. For every moment you mourn for Kirra (there’s no pity it’s straight up mourning), there is another part that lifts your spirits and makes things ok. This perfect balance is what makes this story work. It’s not a constant problem/solution type story, but when you see Kirra’s world crush her, there’s a moment that makes you glad she has some light.

It isn’t all heartache and pain I promise, there are light-hearted moments and a gripping plot that pulls you along and makes you become invested in this town and its people. But Jacobson doesn’t shy away from the harsh realities either, and together with these wonderful moments a story emerges that astounds and amazes. This is definitely a story that stays with you long after you’ve finished.

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