Skinniness is Next to Goddessness?: Lacey’s Story by Julia Keanini

Published: 2nd February 2015Goodreads badge
Publisher:
 CreateSpace
Pages: 258
Format: ebook
Genre: Young Adult
★   ★   ★   ★  – 4 Stars

In the wake of her parents ugly divorce, Lacey Steele is forced to choose to stay with her dad in the home she loves or to move to California with the woman who has never had time or patience for Lacey, otherwise known as her mother. When Charity, Lacey’s sister, chooses their dad and home, Lacey knows she has to side with her lonely mother.

Yet, four years later, after having no contact with the father or sister she left behind, Lacey is sent back to them when her mother decides to get remarried. Moving back to a household that used to be filled with love (it’s now icy cold) and finding her ten-year crush has found his way into the arm’s of Lacey’s sister, are the last straws of many. Lacey decides it’s time to stand up for herself and take matters into her own hands. Everything would be fixed if only she were thinner and fit into the mould both her mother and sister had perfected.

With her friend Ashley, they create the Future Goddess Girls Club. All it will take to lose the future? Drop the extra pounds plaguing them. Extreme calorie cutting may be a bit much, but no one would actually get hurt, would they?

Skinniness is Next to Goddessness? Lacey’s Story takes on a dark subject in a brighter manner combining the difficulties of body image and eating disorders with hope, love, and eventual acceptance.

Note: I was provided with a copy of this book from the author for review.

Lacey’s story is truly captivating, Keanini has created a gripping story around the mindset and struggles of this teenager and it is one that keeps you turning the pages. There is a lot happening in Lacey’s life and Keanini blends these together beautifully and connects them nicely, each playing off one another.

Lacey is quite self deprecating but Keanini isn’t cruel in depicting this, instead she uses Lacey’s voice honestly and in a way that feels real. From Lacey’s point of view we understand where she is coming from, feel what she feels and understand why she does what she does. As terrible as it is, you do understand her arguments and actually root for her in the beginning; you want her to be happy.

What makes Lacey so likeable is that she’s a sweet character, she is unsure of herself, had to deal with torment from her sister, people at school, and criticism and comments from her mother, but she is still a nice person. She tries her best to hold her head high but there is only so much people can take and Keanini shows how little things can make huge impacts on people.

From a seemingly straight forward story it takes an unexpected and very real turn that makes you realise the danger involved in what Lacey is doing and the decisions she is making. With this change Keanini excels in demonstrating the changing mindset: the gradual decent, the justifications, the innocent thought turned into a dangerous spiral. What makes this great though is that Lacey is always telling us the story; we see her inability to accept, her blindness to her situation, and it makes us understand that people can’t always see what those around them see.

With a topic like this it is easy to make it deep and emotional and dark, but Keanini has a wonderful balance between the bad and the good, the deep and the light-hearted. From the first page the narrative feels genuine which makes it believable and in a way, relatable. The characters and their friendships and relationships ring true which add a lot of depth, they are complicated and typically teen, and Keanini addresses the challenges of being a young teenager nicely.

There are things that fill Lacey’s life such as friends, boys, family drama, as well as finding her feet in school and feeling happy within herself. Each aspect is given due attention and importance and each becomes a factor in Lacey’s decisions, overall creating a well rounded and solid narrative.

The narrative may not focus directly on the eating disorder as much as you’d expect, but I didn’t mind; the fact that it is always there, lurking in the background, always on Lacey’s mind, happening around normal activities like outings with friends or family drama, that is important as well, not just focusing on it the entire time.

Keanini manages to show the decent into an eating disorder while never making light of the situation nor placing blame, and she also demonstrates the support available and recovery process, the ongoing struggle and the dangers it has. This is a wonderful story that brings to light the struggle of disorders while refraining from preaching or being too intense, and is an important message surrounded by a captivating and moving narrative that only enhances the story being told.

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Growing Pains: Kendra’s Diaries (#1) by K.P. Smith

Published: 26th March 2015Goodreads badge
Publisher:
 Doin It Publishing
Pages: 207
Format: ebook
Genre: Young Adult
★   ★  – 2 Stars

Growing Pains; Kendra’s Dairies is the first book in the series chronicling the journey of Kendra Foster from adolescence to adulthood. I aspire to encourage, entertain, and inspire young adults. Life has its ups and downs, its bumps and its bruises. But with perseverance, determination, and faith you can be all you were born to be. Never Give Up!

Note: I was provided with a copy of this book from the author for review.

This was an interesting story to read, the idea was sound but fell flat slightly in its execution. While dubbed a YA novel (and may well become one in future books), at the moment it is more suited into that ambiguous tween age group type of story.

One of the first things that I noticed is that I couldn’t settle into Kendra’s voice that well. I know she is only thirteen but the narration doesn’t read naturally and there were inconsistencies in Kendra’s behaviour that didn’t help either. At times Kendra sounded like she was older and other times she was quite immature, whether this was representative of the balance between being a child and almost an adult I don’t know, but it didn’t quite work though I could see Smith’s intentions. Kendra looks after her sister a lot because of her parents arguments so she has a mature and responsible side, but she is also selfish and childish which reflects her age and desire to want everything her own way.

With Kendra narrating we are at the mercy of her voice, experience, and thoughts and as a result there are a lot of opinions about things around her. There are a lot of descriptions, some that don’t blend too well within the story, and Kendra has a tendency to over describe as well. When she discusses friends they are over described and almost critical at times, which again I think is a reflection of her age but it stood out and felt clunky and unnatural. Having Kendra as a selfish thirteen year old was not the issue, but how this was expressed wasn’t quite right, Smith needs to blend description and expression more seamlessly to make this work.

By the end of the story I expected a change to happen to Kendra, be influenced and affected by the events around her but there wasn’t as much as I had hoped. She remains selfish and while there are times when you think she is about to have an enlightened moment she fails just before reaching that point. She does grow up in a way, she accepts her friends a bit more and learns to forgive her parents and see they are trying, but there needed to be a bit more, especially given what happens in the story.

The main things I wanted coming to the end was having Kendra realise what she has, understand what people around her are doing, and be ok with her situation, more so than what she actually is. After the fuss she makes about going to her desired school I was after an acknowledgement of sorts about the entire thing and while Smith touches on Kendra accepting her situation, there wasn’t that reflection or admission about any of it, or even regret.

This is the first book in a series so hopefully as Kendra grows up more the writing and her story will evolve with her. With a bit more editing this book could be a great introduction into Kendra’s life and her journey into growing up and discovering who she is.

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The Beast’s Garden by Kate Forsyth

Published: 3rd August 2015
Goodreads badgePublisher: Random House Australia
Pages: 512
Format: Paperback
Genre: Historical Fiction/Fairytale retelling
★   ★   ★  ★   ★  – 5 Stars

The Grimm Brothers published a beautiful version of the Beauty & the Beast tale called ‘The Singing, Springing Lark’ in 1819. It combines the well-known story of a daughter who marries a beast in order to save her father with another key fairy tale motif, the search for the lost bridegroom. In ‘The Singing, Springing Lark,’ the daughter grows to love her beast but unwittingly betrays him and he is turned into a dove. She follows the trail of blood and white feathers he leaves behind him for seven years, and, when she loses the trail, seeks help from the sun, the moon, and the four winds. Eventually she battles an evil enchantress and saves her husband, breaking the enchantment and turning him back into a man.

Kate Forsyth retells this German fairy tale as an historical novel set in Germany during the Nazi regime. A young woman marries a Nazi officer in order to save her father, but hates and fears her new husband. Gradually she comes to realise that he is a good man at heart, and part of an underground resistance movement in Berlin called the Red Orchestra. However, her realisation comes too late. She has unwittingly betrayed him, and must find some way to rescue him and smuggle him out of the country before he is killed.

The Red Orchestra was a real-life organisation in Berlin, made up of artists, writers, diplomats and journalists, who passed on intelligence to the American embassy, distributed leaflets encouraging opposition to Hitler, and helped people in danger from the Nazis to escape the country. They were betrayed in 1942, and many of their number were executed.

The Beast’s Garden is a compelling and beautiful love story, filled with drama and intrigue and heartbreak, taking place between 1938 and 1943, in Berlin, Germany. 

The Beast’s Garden is the kind of story that appears to be a simple fairy tale retelling, a classic tale woven through history; but in actual fact it is a powerful and important story, filled with bold thoughts and acts of defiance, bringing history to life under the guise of a mere fairy tale. It is brutal and honest, yet told so wonderfully that amongst the horror of war and the raw subject, you are captivated and amazed at what happens, real or otherwise.

From the first pages Forsyth holds nothing back, showing off the beauty and danger early on, something that remains until the very last page. The combination and close proximity beauty and danger has in this novel is wonderful, the way Forsyth shows how both existed side by side for so long also adds a lot of meaning. The fact day to day life coexisted with such horror, especially in the early years, is incredible to discover, even more so in novel form.

As you read you are immersed in a fascinating yet brutal part of history and the past comes to life revealing Forsyth’s immaculate research skills. According to Forsyth the only created characters are Ava, Leo, Jutta and their families, everyone else is taken from history. The Beast’s Garden includes important and historic figures such as the Goebbels, Mildred Harnack, members of the Abwehr, as well as numerous others on both sides. Through Forsyth’s flawless and bold narrative their stories and movements during Hitler’s reign are brought to life again in a spectacular tale about war, love, strength, and music.

Though a few characters are created, they fit perfectly into the history. Forsyth blends the actions of the real with the desires of the fictional and manages to excel and telling both stories. Real events are woven meticulously and elegantly with the lives of her characters creating a personal and unique perspective on some of the people and key moments during World War Two.

Aside from the historical elements, the detail and style of the narrative is wonderful to read. Nothing is included that isn’t of some importance and everything has meaning in some form or another. Ava is strong and resilient and watching her grow over the course of the story is incredible, truly an example of not knowing what you’re capable of until you have no other choice. Each created character brings something to the story, whether it is the perspective of the Jewish, the resistance, or those caught in between,

Ava’s story is not the sole one being told with many other figures having their stories explored as well, including members of the resistance, Libertas and Harro Schulze-Boysen. Forsyth has woven Ava into history marvellously and with the perspective of others included it brings a lot more intensity to the story than if the events and historic figures were merely background noise to Ava’s own life. Forsyth treats each of her characters with respect, and those taken from history have become as true and honest as they are able with actions, opinions, and fates reflecting what happened.

Forsyth combines the fairy tale and the real together stylishly and with skill. There are quotes from The Singing, Springing Lark opening each section and Ava reads and draws strength from the story of the lark herself, through all its torments and triumphs, each action reflected in her own story.

Coupled with the story of The Singing, Springing Lark and the facts and truths of World War Two, Forsyth’s incredible creativity and ability to mix together what is real and what is not is to be admired. The story spans seven years, from 1938 to 1945, and through Ava’s story you see the world change around her and see it change herself. Through her story and others an understanding is gained about the effect Hitler had on not just the outside world but Berlin and the German people too.

This is a story that is riddled with real faces and real events, connected and combined with characters that are filled with bravery, bold opinions, and incredible strengths. It is a novel told against the backdrop not only of history but of a fairytale, and one that demonstrates the power Germany had shown the world, but it also shows the power hidden within Germany itself. A spectacular story.

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A Brand New Day by A. S. Chung

Published: 1st July 2014Goodreads badge
Publisher:
Pigeonhole Books
Pages: 32
Format: ebook
Genre: Childrens Picture Book
★   ★   ★   ★  – 4 Stars

Mondays and Tuesdays are fun, going on cooking adventures with Dad. We look forward to Wednesdays and Thursday too when we get to be a green thumb with Mum. Don’t forget the holidays! Spring breaks with Mum and hot summer camping with Dad. Each day is a truly special day!

A Banana Split Story is a series within the Pigeonhole Books collection that features stories about children from separated and divorced families.

Note: I was provided with a copy of this book from the author for review.

This is a sweet story about one child’s experience with divorce, making it into a fun adventure and showing that having two houses, two families, and being apart doesn’t have to be a terrible experience.

The narrative rhymes but in a gentle manner, nothing Dr Suess style that becomes too extreme. The rhymes also remain within the story, the narrative being the focus with the rhymes making it an easy read which flows nicely.

There is only a single sentence often to a double page, with the words reflected in the accompanying illustrations. The illustrations themselves are adorable and while simply coloured, capture great family moments and enhance the story visually.

The message is really sweet and Chung has explored divorce in a simple manner that will speak to kids about new experiences they may be going through. It doesn’t mention any of the reasons why the divorce happened, or any real aftermath, though things are implied such as a step brother. For a quick read but one with an important message this is a great little book and one that brings home the point that while the parents are separated, they still love their child.

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His Dark Materials: Final Thoughts

20thAs my celebration of all things His Dark Materials comes to an end (kicking and screaming mind you), it is amazing to look back and see the journey that has happened. I started this month thinking I would just post a few fun facts, add a review here and there and show off this great series, but in doing so I have immersed myself into this series and reminded myself just how magnificent it truly is.

There are always questions that are raised when reading the trilogy, the keys ones being ‘Why was Mrs Coulter’s dæmon never named?’, ‘Was Moxie ok?’, ‘Did Lyra’s world recover?’, and of course the big one being ‘Why would you do this to me, Pullman? Why?’.

There is so much to love in this series, grand intricate plots; complicated, flawed characters; powerful emotions and a beautiful approach to huge ideas, all of which are all explored with flawless execution. Pullman is a master at big ideas in small bundles. He says so much indirectly and what he says directly has a great impact.

Another thing Pullman is great at is reaching deep within you and playing with your emotions, which is an amazing experience. He builds you up, raising your tolerance and making sure you are totally invested before he pounces. While Northern Lights was hard to read at times, it was nothing compared to what The Amber Spyglass would do to you. And while you thought The Subtle Knife was emotional, it was nothing compared to what The Amber Spyglass would do. Basically, The Amber Spyglass for all its brilliance will ruin your life. It’s wonderful.

HDM trio

There were many benefits in having this celebration, not only because I got to show off my favourite series to everyone, introducing it to people who haven’t read it yet and shared my love with fans who have, but I also got a great deal out of it as well. There were the little things such as learning more about the series I didn’t know, discovering fun facts about characters, title origins, discovering some brilliant fan art. But there were bigger things as well. Something much more profound happened to me these last couple of weeks. I came to the realisation that these books are my books. These are the books that make me proud and make me cry, and bring me so much joy and make me cry, and they teach me so much about things I didn’t know I needed to be taught about.

his_dark_materials_by_pyreoI have always felt strange listening to people talk about books they love, Sabriel, Harry Potter etc, books that have been their books. The books they know inside and out, the books they read as kids and loved, the books that are ingrained in their lives, that they obsess over and feel deep emotional connections with. I stupidly felt guilty for not feeling the same way about those same books. I thought I clearly hadn’t been reading Sabriel properly, a book so popular and loved and big. And while I adore Harry Potter I wasn’t at that ‘love above all else’ adoration for it either. I didn’t think I had been reading any books properly because I didn’t have this level of love for any of them, even the ones I had claimed to love for years like the Tomorrow Series or Thursday Next. That is until I reread His Dark Materials. It had been a few years since I had last read this series and while I remember loving it as always, and knew the scenes that always stayed with me, that was all I remembered. But being more than five years later a lot has changed, and upon rereading them now I realised that this was what I had been missing out on: the intense passion and admiration for a book. Northern Lights, The Subtle Knife, and The Amber Spyglass. These are the books that I have held in my heart without knowing it; that made me cry (a lot) despite having read them so many times. That can still break my heart and astound me to no end. And as silly as it may sound, I am glad to have gotten that out of this past month if nothing else.

I realise it sounds terribly trivial, and that this isn’t a thing most people think about or care about, but the moment I realised that these books filled that empty feeling I had, it was a truly wonderful moment.

alethiometer_wallpaper_by_wingedcelerityThere is so much magic to a series like His Dark Materials. There are things in this series you won’t recover from; they will be burnt into your heart and soul forever. There is so much beauty that you want to climb into the pages and experience firsthand. There are gut wrenching emotions and absolute joyous experiences of admiration and pride and triumph which will brighten your entire day. Even just admiring Pullman creativity and imagination is bewildering enough. It amazes me that someone could do all that with just words, to make this pain, joy, and heartache, not only for the first time but each and every time after that.

I am aware as I type this it sounds like the ramblings of a madman, which I am totally willing to accept. One of my biggest loves for this series, away from the characters and the grand ideas and the intricate plot, is just the complexity. Pullman fills these books with so much, all fitted neatly beside one another, interacting and bouncing off one another. The detail is astonishing, the tiny details that have huge consequences like the wings of a butterfly is impressive. The entire book is one big butterfly effect and Pullman knows it, it all started with Lyra in the Retiring Room. If you look at this series closely you get lost amongst the complexity and the adoration of just how well it all works.

tumblr_nk92s8XjUX1qiwuabo1_1280I will be sorry to see this month come to an end, but I do believe if I kept going any longer I would fall so far into the rabbit hole I may have a hard time convincing myself to climb back out again. I truly and sincerely hope you have all enjoyed this past month. I know I have had an absolute ball bringing it to you. Thank you for sticking by me through it all and who knows, I may do it all again in a couple of years for the 20th anniversary of Harry Potter!

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