Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow by Gabrielle Zevin

Published: 5 July 2022 (print)/12 October 2022 (audio) Goodreads badge
Publisher:
Random House /Vintage Digital
Pages: 397/13 hrs and 52 mins
Narrator: Jennifer Kim and Julian Cihi
Format: Audiobook
Genre: Fiction
★   ★   ★   ★  – 4 Stars

On a bitter-cold day, in the December of his junior year at Harvard, Sam Masur exits a subway car and sees, amid the hordes of people waiting on the platform, Sadie Green. He calls her name. For a moment, she pretends she hasn’t heard him, but then, she turns, and a game begins: a legendary collaboration that will launch them to stardom. They borrow money, beg favours, and, before even graduating college, they have created their first blockbuster, Ichigo: a game where players can escape the confines of a body and the betrayals of a heart, and where death means nothing more than a chance to restart and play again. This is the story of the perfect worlds Sam and Sadie build, the imperfect world they live in, and of everything that comes after success: Money. Fame. Duplicity. Tragedy.

Spanning thirty years, from Cambridge, Massachusetts, to Venice Beach, California, and lands in between and far beyond, Gabrielle Zevin’s Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow is a dazzling and intricately imagined novel that examines the multifarious nature of identity, games as art form, technology and the human experience, disability, failure, the redemptive possibilities in play, and above all, our need to connect: to be loved and to love. Yes, it is a love story, but it is not one you have read before. 

I had heard praises for this book for so long, but I never knew it was about videos games until I actually started reading. I wish I’d picked it up sooner now. As a massive fan of Ready Player One I was curious about how this would be a similar love letter to video games but Zevin does a wonderful job. Not only showing how important, creative, and wonderful video games can be, but also how the human condition is balanced so precariously around friends, family, grief, and chance.

Zevin’s writing is incredibly vivid, this books reads like it is playing out before you on a screen. The other day, months after having read it, I was thinking of a scene and couldn’t remember the movie I had seen it in, before realising it was actually a scene from this book. There is fantastic foreshadowing but you never know it is foreshadowing which makes it even more incredibly heartbreaking.

The story is character driven but is also following a captivating story through their lives. It’s fractured and broken and strewn across the chapters and it is slowly pieced together as you read and switch perspectives. It’s skilfully told, interwoven stories and periods in their lives that reflect and mirror and resonate as you read. It’s fascinating to see the layers of their lives and the games they create, how their past and presents shape them and how those around them impact on who they become. Moments in their lives that shaped them, which tell a story of their own, are laid out before you and as the pieces fit together and you learn more, it becomes both beautiful and tragic.

An important thing to note is I don’t think you need to know anything about videos games to appreciate the story, or their role in it. There is enough context and explanation for you to know what is going on. The gaming aspect is very much behind the scenes while not being too actual game or tech heavy. It’s a love letter to videos games without being solely about video games. It goes through real history with a false history alongside and looks at the emotional and human connections that come through gaming.

I adore the characters. They are incredible realistic. They are flawed, compassionate, and human. Seeing their journey over the years and how the influence each other, adore each other, hate each other. It was wonderful to see the complexities of the human experience play out in a way that feels relatable.

Sam and Sadie are complex people and I loved seeing them grow from their youth to adults. From the beginning they are fully developed, alive on the page, and we follow their lives and their growth so intimately they only become more solidified as their experience shapes them. Secondary characters like Marx and Dove as great too, and Zevin balances our opinions of them through Sadie and Sam’s eyes well so it’s a constant see saw of how we think of them.

I read this as an audio and the format of transcripts, point of view swaps, and time skips aren’t hindered at all and you still completely experience and understand the wonderful story being told. There’s strings that connect that you aren’t aware of until they’re pulled together at the end when it falls in pace, but you are never left lost by the time jumps and the format. A truly beautiful story that is about an area not usually given the respect it deserves.

As the story progresses through the years you are reminded that the world was a much simpler place pre 2000, but at the same time post millennium has advantages too. It’s a perfect balance between the love of games and the knowledge of how impactful they can be coupled with an emotional journey through life and love and the universe.

 

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Repeat by Neal Pollack

Published: 24 March 2015 (print)/24 March 2015 (audio) Goodreads badge
Publisher:
Amazon Lake Union Publishing/Brilliance Audio
Pages: 229/7 hrs and 06 mins
Narrator: Jeff Cummings
Format: Audiobook
Genre: Fiction
★   ★   ★ – 3 Stars

Back on my time loop stories and this is a curious one. So many time loops are single days, usually the worst days of a character’s life but Pollack has brought the story of Brad, and makes him relive the first forty years of his life, resetting the night before his fortieth birthday.

I liked the story, it wasn’t the best time loop story I’d read but at the same time it was captivating, even if it was a rough read. Brad is a terrible person, through cycle after cycle he becomes amazingly an even worse person. Of course there has to be a lesson learnt otherwise I think we’d all reach into the book and strangle Brad on our own. His language and humour is crude, and Pollack drives his character and personality really well in that as understanding as we are, you certainly suffer no sympathy for him.

The fact Brad goes through over “forty, fifty, sixty or seventy five” versions of his forty years, he never learns his lesson. One would think having forty years to work with you’d reflect a bit more, single day loops learn their lessons faster but as Brad ends up hundreds of years old he’s not trying his hardest to escape.

I was fascinated by how long it takes Brad to learn his lesson, and even then I was surprised by the conclusion. I expected Pollack to change more than he did, and even then he made the right choice. Brad changes but at the same time he doesn’t, which given the emotional and crushing journey he’s been on, it might have been the only way.

Pollack drops hints towards the end of the novel about how Brad came to be in his cycle. An inherently cruel time loop given forty years is an incredibly long time. I was curious at how he’d cycle through so many loops with such a long time span but he does a decent job introducing us to a new loop at interesting moments or towards the end and have the story backfill from there.

There are a few inconsistencies but they are forgivable, and as deserving as Brad is for his situation, you do feel sorry for him after a while but never too much. He is someone who feels his problems are the fault of everyone else, and while he knows he plays a part in his own misfortune, I never felt he was grateful for what he had. Especially when he had so many loops to improve the life he had he chooses so many different paths instead it makes you wonder what his commitment is to the family he leaves behind. Brad’s focus is so much on improving his life rather than himself.

There is an unsubtle author self-insert which was interesting, but Pollack included it well narratively speaking. It provides an external perspective on how the world sees Brad after thousands of years. Especially given the capacity for the human brain and the undue stress he places it under. I was glad Pollack address the brain’s capacity to keep memories straight and every version clear given the overlap. That was an interesting approach and one you can’t address in single day loops.

Overall it was an interesting read and a fascinating premise. I can’t say I wasn’t expecting more from having such an extensive loop, but at the same time I was intrigued by the chance to redo your life and how many choices would stay and which would change. Sometimes even with hundreds of chances to redo your life you can’t fully change the character of a person.

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Odder by Katherine Applegate

Published: 20 September 2022Goodreads badge
Publisher:
Feiwel Friends
Pages: 272
Format: Paperback
Genre: Fiction
★   ★   ★   ★ – 4 Stars

Meet Odder, the Queen of Play:

Nobody has her moves.
She doesn’t just swim to the bottom,
she dive-bombs.
She doesn’t just somersault,
she triple-doughnuts.
She doesn’t just ride the waves,
she makes them.

Odder spends her days off the coast of central California, practicing her underwater acrobatics and spinning the quirky stories for which she’s known. She’s a fearless daredevil, curious to a fault. But when Odder comes face-to-face with a hungry great white shark, her life takes a dramatic turn, one that will challenge everything she believes about herself—and about the humans who hope to save her.

Inspired by the true story of a Monterey Bay Aquarium program that pairs orphaned otter pups with surrogate mothers.

I only knew Applegate from her incredible Animorphs series so I was surprised when I came across this book. It is a beautifully told story. It looks like a big book but since it’s told in verse it’s a fairly quick read, but at the same time it is one you can easily take your time with.

It is amazing how Applegate can tell such a beautiful story of an otter’s life with so few words, but each one is important and captures the right mood and tone. The world under the waves, the actions, instincts, and dangers of an otter’s life are told beautifully. You don’t need paragraphs of descriptions about the ocean or what it feels like tow swim through the water, Applegate captures it with a few lines and you’re immediately there alongside Odder and her friends, experiencing the underwater world for the first time.

Verse reads completely different than poetry, and of course separate again from prose. The lyrical nature makes the words flow, and it feels melodic as you read. The short sentences and the limited words don’t hinder understanding at all and Applegate chooses the right words to capture mood, tone, and action perfectly.

There is heartbreak, love, and joy and I continued to be amazed how such a beautiful and complex story could be told in such an apparently simple style. You really don’t need it to be a novel though, free verse is lyrical, flowing and perfect to feel like you are riding the ocean waves, and swimming sleekly through water like an otter.

Applegate brings Odder to life so well as we experience her thoughts and her desires. Her curiosity at the world around her and her love for the ocean captivates you and you get to experience what life as an otter would be like. We understand other otters through her perspective and even understand the humans through Odder’s observations and experience.

Odder is a sea otter, I have only seen river otters in the zoo so I was picturing that the entire time, despite the adorable cover picture which gives you an indication of what Odder looks like. There is also a scattering of pencil illustrations throughout. Santoso’s illustrations are gorgeous and bring another level of beauty to this book and complement Applegate’s poetic words.

I was surprised to find myself becoming emotional towards the end. Seeing Odder grow up, see her life change as she lives in the sea, experiences danger and loss, as well as her time being cared for by humans. It’s a journey for her but also for the reader and those around her. After you’ve gone on this journey with her you feel proud of her resilience and achievements. And the fact she can still find hope after giving up was surprisingly impactful. Applegate pulls some incredible emotional punches through so few words. It truly is an art.

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Books I Can’t Stop Thinking About

This might be better than my top five lists because there is a huge difference between books that have a lasting impact and those that I gave five stars. No, I can’t explain why.

Having reviewed so many books, and read so many books, it’s always fascinating to see which ones won’t leave me. While I can simply adore some books at the time, it doesn’t mean I will think about them long after.

I planned to put this out in my ten year celebrations but with this that and whatever now we’re here. This is the list of books that I still find myself thinking about years after. The ones I felt moved by, were beautifully written, had an amazing story or concept, or were unique and intriguing and I’m incredibly glad I was able to read them and surprised they are still floating around in my mind.

Tears of the River by Gordon Rottman

This is a great YA book that is full of action and adventure, a great main character and wonderfully written. Rottman captures imagery very well and I remember feeling tense and anxious as I read some of the action scenes in this book. Karen is a great character and she handles the adventure and stress more than I think I would.

Yellow by Megan Jacobson

This book broke my heart obviously, and I love it dearly all these years later. It is sweet, full of heart, but also about self discovery. The emotional impact it had on me at the time was profound and I resonated with Kirra’s story a lot so it holds a special place in my heart.

Freak of Nature by Julia Crane

The idea of Kaitlyn is always in my head when thinking about sentient robots and cybernetics and things like that. I always want her abilities to regulate her body and her emotions. It’s an ideal skill to have. The reality Crane created is fascinating and Kaitlyn is a great character to explore it with. Being cybernetic and robotic while also being emotionally human is a great idea to explore.

Lightning Tracks by A. A. Kinsela

I always wanted to go back to this world but I have been unable to see evidence they continued with the series. Fantasy set in Australia with culture and history combined it was beautiful and I long for more.

Looking for Alaska by John Green

What can I say? It’s Alaska for goodness sake. It will never be TFiOS because in my opinion people obsessed over the wrong book. Alaska is my TFiOS and no one will ever take her from me. This book, ugh, my god.

Soulless by Gail Carriger

When I find a great retelling or alternate history story I long to be part of that world. I would love a reality where vampires and werewolves were real and simply living in society, helping out the Victorians with security and other services while still having the traditional elements of their mythology. Not to mention the joys of a fully steampunk Victorian era with all that entails.

See You Yesterday by Rachel  Lynn Solomon

The creativity of Solomon’s story stays with me always. I find myself thinking about plot points and how unique this time loop story has been told. I love the characters and I love the ending. The characters are wonderful and I am always keen to return to their lives and watch them escape their fates.

Royals by Tegan Bennett Daylight

Another one that has been cemented in my mind for the creativity of the plot as well as a phenomenal execution. It’s mystical, it’s forced proximity, I love that everyone grows and bonds, but at the same time also hate each other a little. It’s the kind of story that draws you in with questions and Bennett Daylight leaves you wanting more.

 

There’s definitely more I could list, specific books in series that were magnificent or other books that I always go on about. But that is a different kind of great. These ones really stuck with me and that I find myself thinking about surprisingly often. If there are any books that have stayed with you long after you’ve read them, not necessarily five star ones, but those that had interesting characters or concepts that resonated feel free to let me know in the comments.

The Pronoun Book by Chris Ayala-Kronos

Published: 27th October 2015Goodreads badge
Publisher:
Clarion Books
Illustrator: Melita Tirado
Pages: 26
Format: Picture Book
★   ★  – 2 Stars

They, she, he . . . all together, us! Join along in this vibrant board book’s joyful celebration of people and their pronouns.
How do you know what someone wants to be called? Ask!
This lively board book features eye-catching illustrations of a diverse cast of people and simple text that introduces their pronouns, perfect for readers both young and old.

This is no nonsense picture book. Technically it isn’t a story, it’s basically a PSA in book form. That isn’t to say it’s bad or ineffectual. It’s basically a book that says if you want to know what to call someone: ask. End book. But then there are a few pages of examples through illustrations of the different types of people that you may meet and the pronouns they may use.

I think it’s a bit simplified to call it a celebration of people and their pronouns when there are basically no words in this book besides she, he, and they. No extra text explaining anything until you get to the resources and notes at the very end. Nothing reminding people that you can’t assume based on appearance, don’t ignore requests, or listen when people correct you and don’t feel bad we’re all learning. Something might have been more helpful than a few pages that are picture book sized posters of nothing.

I’m sure it’s still a good basic intro book, but there would have to be so many conversations as a result. Which again, is great, I love books that start conversations, but it is a lot easier if that is aided by the book. Having a page of notes and resources at the end is something that could happen with any book that had a real story attached to it. Even this one with a few more words would do.

Overall, it was fine, but it’s weird to call it a book. It could be a poster on the wall and illicit the same conversation. If you want a better book about pronouns for kids a better option would be What Are Your Words by Katherine Locke which you can watch a video of it being read here.

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