The First to Die in the End (#0) by Adam Silvera

Published: 4 Oct 2022 (print)/4 Oct 2022 (audio) Goodreads badge
Publisher:
Quill Tree Books/Simon & Schuster Audio UK
Pages: 560/10 hrs and 24 mins
Narrator: Jason Genao, Anthony Keyvan, Kyla Garcia
Format: Audiobook
Genre: Contemporary Young Adult
★   ★   ★   ★   ★ – 5 Stars

It’s the night before Death-Cast goes live, and there’s one question on everyone’s mind: Can Death-Cast actually predict death, or is it an elaborate hoax? Orion Pagan has waited years for someone to tell him that he’s going to die, given his serious heart condition. Valentino Prince has a long and promising future ahead of him and only registered for Death-Cast after his twin sister nearly died in a car accident.

Orion and Valentino cross paths in Times Square and immediately feel a deep connection. But when the first End Day calls go out, their lives are changed for ever – one of them receives a call . . . the other doesn’t.

Told with acclaimed author Adam Silvera’s signature bittersweet touch, this story celebrates the lasting impact that people have on each other and proves that life is always worth living to the fullest.

I loved They Both Die at the End, I loved how Silvera originally brings us into this world and getting to see the prequel of how it began was amazing. The multiple characters give a great cross section of the city and those who will be affected by the first Death Day.

The way Silvera connects all the stories is clever and I loved seeing each storyline weave together and cross by one another. It was realistic and natural and even in a large city situation never felt unbelievable.

The twists about who was going to be first and how it was going to play out was amazing. The misdirection and the surprises were incredible and you are easily caught up in these beautiful boys and their budding relationship you easily forget someone is going to die. It happened with They Both Die at the End and Silvera once again breaks your heart by bringing these people together only to tear them apart.

As a huge fan of stories that take place in 24 hours this is a perfect use of the timeframe. With the Death Cast timeline and the deadline Silvera once again makes use of the entire 24 hours making you realise how much can happen to a person in the space of a day and how one person can change your life.

If you’ve read They Both Die at the End you can see where services and systems mentioned there come to light. I’m glad we get to see this in a prequel because as impactful as this is, the set up isn’t where the magic is unless you know how it’s implicated later on.

I loved the change in perspectives, and I loved how they are introduced by whether Death Cast called them or not. It is a brilliant teaser, and given we know some people are definitely dying, it is a great way to show how others are reacting to the first day of Death Cast and how it will impact their lives. These side plots are a great expansion on the world beyond Valentino and Orion and having them interwoven through was divine.

Once again you will be devastated even when you go in know how it will end and honestly, I wouldn’t have it any other way.

You can purchase The First to Die at the End via the following

QBDDymocks | Booktopia

WorderyBlackwell’s | Angus & Robertson

Fishpond | Amazon | Amazon Aust | Audible

Top Five of 2023

Last year I made the decision to change up my Top Five lists because a few of the books I was simply adoring hadn’t actually breached the five star mark. Which in itself is a fascinating discovering since I am the one scoring these books. These books stuck with me, I found myself thinking about them all the time but somehow they never got a top score. My new plan was to include books that I thought were amazing reads even if I didn’t give them five stars (again, my own logic makes no sense, don’t look at it too closely).

I think realising I had a lot of rereads last year so not having anything to really shout about was weird. Not that rereads are bad, but it’s always nice to have new books to shout about. Having said that, new plan in tow as I went through my reads of 2023, this time I actually have five new reads of top scoring books I want to shout about. Go figure.

I had one book in my Top Five early on, the rest I had to look through my list a few times but I think I’m quite happy with my choice. Picture books I was substantially short on reading last year, but the ones I read were pretty great, just not as amazing as I have experienced in the past. Having said that, a couple snuck is as top reads of the year.

These are my top reads of 2023.

Imogen, Obviously by Becky Albertalli

This was a must read when I read the blurb and I am so glad it held up. There is a wonderful mix of queer rep in this story as well as a wonderful example of the dangers of being too defensive of labels, communities, and not allowing people to feel safe enough to explore who they might be. I love Albertalli exploring new environments to show it isn’t only high schoolers discovering who they are and taking chances. This university story follows Imogen as she takes scary steps to make new friends and adapt to changes in her world. The emotional and societal observations hit all the right notes and the characters bring this story to life making it feel universal despite the US setting.

 

Dracula Daily by Matt Kirkland

I have been talking about Dracula Daily for a couple years now and finally Kirkland released his book that brought together the amazing online community our year long read produced in 2022. This is the same classic story that has been around for a century but is told chronologically the way Dracula Daily produced via email. Instead of emails it’s now in one convenient place but it also includes the commentary from around the world. It also includes the jokes, the typos, the artwork, not to mention the in-depth analysis that made you realise the level of detail and depth in this classic that is often overlooked in film adaptations and what people assume the book is about. I loved both my reads of Dracula this way, and I love this book even more seeing how it brought people together to create something unique like this.

 

Royals by Tegan Bennett Daylight

I adored this book. Bennett Daylight balances the satisfaction of providing answers with keeping some mystery alive and it works phenomenally. There is an easy enough premise but I loved how this story is told and how things are revealed. The story of a group of teenagers trapped in a shopping centre has the potential to be so many things and Bennett Daylight hits them all. The characters are diverse and unique and they bring as much to the story as the environment does. I know I will be rereading this story a lot because I truly could never tire of this amazing story.

 

 

The Eleventh Hour by Clint McElroy

It’s a given these books are going to end up in my Top Five each year they are published. The team does a fantastic job translating this story from podcast to visual medium and they’ve smashed it once again. This a continuation of The Adventure Zone series and takes our trio of heroes onto their next adventure. For all the goofs, jokes, and magical D&D content, this a powerful story about consequence and how decisions we make impact our lives.

 

 

Maybe Next Time

A very clever take on the time loop trope and I loved how Major builds on what you expect from the trope to making it her own. There is heart and humour, but what I loved was how Emma deals with the world around her and how it would be easy to see fault in her but at the same time you understand the situation she is in. This didn’t go where I expected which was great and I loved going on the journey and seeing the characters evolve around the story.

 

 

 

Honourable mentions

If I See You Again Tomorrow by Robbie Couch

The First to Die at the End by Adam Silvera

 

PICTURE BOOKS

My Own Way by Joana Estrela

Piranhas Don’t Eat Bananas by Aaron Blabey

Including these books because they were so close to a 5 star it feels wrong not to include them, especially since I’m short.

I Saw Pete and Pete Saw Me by Maggie Hutchings

What Happened to You by James Catchpole

 

11th Blogiversary + International Giveaway

Whose idea was it to start a blog so early in the new year when there’s barely any time to realise you’re in January let alone plan a celebration for our continual blogging ventures?

But we’re here and it is an exciting way to kick off the new year. Traditionally this is a time for a giveaway to celebrate the books I’ve read this past year, a look back, somewhat rambly, somewhat morosely at my previous years and blogging history. I think there has been way too much of that of late so I’m diving into the celebrations.

Eleven years! I still remember so vividly those early years it’s hard to imagine where the time has gone. This year’s anniversary gift is traditionally steel, I think we all have wills of steel, (wings of steel too if you like) to still be here, still reading this and committing. I know I’m probably a little mad for doing it, but I am honoured and very appreciative for those who have stuck with me for so long, or for those who came late to the party. The more the merrier, try the punch. This blog has been built up and sustained by steely resolve, or it’s being held up by a steel will and determination to persist. I don’t think that’s a bad thing?

I read a weird mix of books last year, I barley scraped through with my challenge, I have yet to announce my top five, and I am trying new things on the blog which I am feeling out of my depth about. But this is why we celebrate. All the achievements, the failed features, the ongoing features, the trying to remember to do the features.

Speaking of features, on to the main reason we’re here. The sharing of the goods. As I say, I read a weird mix of books but I have managed to select the ones I adored and ones I would love more people to know about, read, and fall in love with. I have included my Top Five in these eight so see if you can pick which ones they might be, and I’ve added some others that were too wonderful to not highlight.

An infographic that says Lost in a Good Book's 11th Blogiversary Giveaway. There is a selection of eight book covers underneath and a small picture of an owl holding a balloon. The background is a parchment colour with an ornate black border.

The Selection

Imogen, Obviously by Becky Albertalli

Dracula Daily by Matt Kirkland

Royals by Tegan Bennet Daylight

The Eleventh Hour by Clint McElroy*

Maybe Next Time by Cesca Major

See You Yesterday by Rachel Lynn Solomon

If I See You Again Tomorrow by Robbie Couch

The First to Die at the End* by Adam Silvera

  *Note: These items are sequels to other books.

To enter: For a chance to win one of the pictured books simply enter here and complete the Rafflecopter form.

Please note: This giveaway is international on the basis Blackwell’s ships to your country (I’m going to give Blackwell’s a shot after the Book Depo loss. Curse you, Amazon).

To see if you are eligible you can check their website.

Thank you for helping me celebrate eleven wonderful years of blogging and if you enter the draw I wish you the best of luck!

Giveaway runs until midnight AEDT on Tuesday 20th February 2024

 

History Is All You Left Me by Adam Silvera

Published: 17th January 2017 (print)/17th January 2017 (audio) Goodreads badge
Publisher:
Simon & Schuster/Recorded Books
Pages: 294/9 hrs and 35 mins
Narrator: Tom Picasso
Format: Audiobook
Genre: Young Adult
★   – 1 Star

When Griffin’s first love and ex-boyfriend, Theo, dies, his universe implodes. Even though Theo had moved to California for college and started seeing Jackson, Griffin never doubted Theo would come back to him when the time was right. But now, the future he’s been imagining for himself has gone far off course.

To make things worse, the only person who truly understands his heartache is Jackson. But no matter how much they open up to each other, Griffin’s downward spiral continues. He’s losing himself in his obsessive compulsions and destructive choices, and the secrets he’s been keeping are tearing him apart.

If Griffin is ever to rebuild his future, he must first confront his history, every last heartbreaking piece in the puzzle of his life.

When I realised Silvera had another book out I picked it up instantly because I adored They Both Die at the End, but it didn’t take me long to realise that this book and that book are vastly different in terms of enjoyment.

I kinda see the point. Theo is already gone, and we flash back and forward to how the memories Griffin has are all that’s left versus how he is living his life now. But on the flip side – it’s boring. Even listening to this at 2x speed did not help me get through this faster. Every time I thought I was close to finishing I still has ages to go.

It was definitely a combination of a few things. I didn’t have any connection to these characters, they weren’t one dimensional exactly but at the same time there isn’t any depth or emotion to them that I could find substance in.

There’s emotion of course, we get descriptions and experiences of their time together and how Griffin feels after Theo is gone but it only ever felt like words. The story takes place so close after his death yet I kept thinking it was months afterwards the way everyone behaves and how hollow the words felt.

There’s a little bit of “mystery”. Theo’s death is a slow reveal and we find out gradually what happened, all the different layers and circumstances, but at the same time it meant nothing. Even the eventual reasoning didn’t make sense and at times the circumstances and the behaviour between Wade, Griffin and Jackson felt unnatural and clunky.

Good points: Silvera portrays compulsions well with Griffin’s behaviour about counting and routines. His OCD is not a focusing factor, but it isn’t treated as a background feature either. It butts into scenes, affects interactions, and has flare ups based on experiences and events but being OCD isn’t the focus of Griffin’s story which was nice. It wasn’t about him having OCD and Silvera keeps the balance of it being a part of Griffin and not the point of the story well.

I cannot understand how someone who wrote They Both Die at the End, a beautiful, philosophical, amazing book also wrote this. I know this came first and writing evolves, but they both came out in the same year and the shift from this to that is drastic. I’m now wary with his other books because knowing it could go either way I’m going to have to do a little bit more research than picking up a book based on author alone.

You can purchase History is All You Left Me via the following

QBD | Booktopia | Book Depository

Dymocks | WorderyAngus and Robinson

 Fishpond | Amazon | Amazon Aust | Audible