Long Lost Review: Act Cool by Tobly McSmith

Long Lost Reviews is a monthly meme created by Ally over at Ally’s Appraisals which is posted on the second Thursday of every month. The aim is to start tackling your review backlog. Whether it’s an in-depth analysis of how it affected your life, one sentence stating that you only remember the ending, or that you have no recollection of reading the book at all. 

Published: 7 September 2021 (print)/7 September 2021 (audio)
Publisher:
Quill Tree Books/HarperCollins Publishers
Pages: 352/9 hrs and 36 mins
Narrator: Shaan Dasani
Format: Audiobook
Genre: Young Adult
★   ★   ★ – 3 Stars

A trans teen walks the fine line between doing whatever it takes for his acting dream and staying true to himself in this moving, thought-provoking YA novel from the acclaimed author of Stay Gold.

Aspiring actor August Greene just landed a coveted spot at the prestigious School of Performing Arts in New York. There’s only one problem: His conservative parents won’t accept that he’s transgender. And to stay with his aunt in the city, August must promise them he won’t transition.

August is convinced he can play the part his parents want while acting cool and confident in the company of his talented new friends.

But who is August when the lights go down? And where will he turn when the roles start hitting a little too close to home?

It is hard to like August at the start. His show off style and desire to stand out and be noticed is grating but as you get to know him you see where he’s coming from and why he’s chosen to put on these various personas. August’s different personas is a clear way he adapts who he is for the people he is around. It’s also a great way to show even though August thinks he knows who he is, he still hasn’t quite figured it out.

He has great character growth and the different characters he interacts with help bring out different sides of him, as well as shape his character to the reader. We see more of him around different people and see his active decisions in his behaviour, coupled with the knowledge we already have of his past.

Other characters are great, well rounded, and real. Mr Daniels is a tough teacher who wants to make sure August is there for the right reasons, while his aunt is supportive in a way his other family isn’t. The plot is slow, it takes time getting going but it does eventually build to a pivotal moment. The slow reveal about different experiences August has had help you understand him as you go along, and it shifts how you feel towards him too. His goal to reinvent himself balances against his need to belong and his need for security and friendship which McSmith manages well.

This is a great found family novel, and one I didn’t mind being set in a school setting. The unique location of the acting school was a fresh focus of American YA and it is a great exploration of different aspects of hobbies and passions. Dasani does a good job as narrator, August’s voice comes through and it’s easy to get immersed in the story.

It has great representation but it wasn’t an amazing book. I liked it, it had its moments, and it is sure to resonate with someone or expose them to a different kind of story which is all you can hope in a book. There’s a few content warnings like transphobia, dead naming, as well as the prospect of conversion therapy but it’s important to include as it paints a realistic picture of the real world situations people like August go through and is a great mirror up to some people and their opinions.

You can purchase Act Cool via the following

QBD | BooktopiaDymocks

WorderyAngus and Robinson | Blackwell’s

 Fishpond | Amazon | Amazon Aust | Audible

Other Ever Afters: New Queer Fairy Tales by Melanie Gillman

Published: 20th September 2022Goodreads badge
Publisher:
Random House Graphic
Pages: 240
Format: Graphic Novel
Genre: Fairy Tale
★   ★   ★   ★ – 4 Stars

Once upon a time . . . happily ever after turned out differently than expected. In this new, feminist, queer fairy-tale collection, you’ll find the princesses, mermaids, knights, barmaids, children, and wise old women who have been forced to sit on the sidelines in classic stories taking center stage. A gorgeous all-new collection in graphic novel format from a Stonewall Honor-winning author and artist.

What if the giant who abducted you was actually thoughtful and kind? What if you didn’t want to marry your handsome, popular, but cold-inside suitor? What if your one true love has all the responsibilities that come with running a kingdom?

Award-winning author Melanie Gillman’s phenomenal colored-pencil art creates another “ever after” for the characters who are most worthy of it.

This was a fabulous recommendation and it holds up to the praise. It is filled with wonderful fairy tales that are unique, meaningful, and feel like the traditional ones we’ve known for generations.

One things I adore is that these princesses aren’t the typical kind you find in retellings – they are not the tough, kick arse princesses, they are still maids, still children, but they have their worlds changed. They are saved from their storylines and empowered by love. There is an amazing message about not letting fairy tales devour girls and instead to let the system of oppression and rule starve.

Gillman hasn’t made them complicated, or too on their head, but they are about people being saved from fate, from the society around them, from their despair and from themselves. They are really beautiful stories.

It is a great collection of stories that showcase different types of experiences but also put unrepresented people in stories that have been dominated by others for so long. From stories about Sapphic love to a story about a trans character dealing with dead naming and their supportive grandmother there is a lot of queer representation and experiences to explore.

The illustrations are lovely. The colours are beautiful and the art style ties in with the other worldly mystical nature of fairy tales while also feeling beautifully modern as well.

This is a super quick read, but each tale is profound in meaning, full of heart and love and it is a reminder that fairy tales can be written every day. These feel old, they feel ancient. They feel as timeless as those that have passed down for centuries but also feel more hopeful.

You can purchase Other Ever Afters via the following

QBD | Booktopia | Blackwell’s

Dymocks | Wordery

 Fishpond | Amazon

A Fox Called Herbert by Margaret Sturton

Published: 3rd April 2020Goodreads badge
Publisher:
Anderson
Illustrator: Margaret Sturton
Pages: 32
Format: Picture Book
★   ★   ★   ★  – 4 Stars

Meet Herbert, the rabbit who knows he was born to be a fox. When his mommy isn’t looking, he puts on pointy fox ears, makes himself a bushy tail, and asks his sister to paint him orange, just like a fox. But Mommy doesn’t understand; why can’t he just be a good rabbit?

This delightful picture book is a true celebration of being ourselves and supporting our loved ones. Let this joyful tale inspire you to be who you are and follow your dreams.

The story is a simple one about identity, there is no bigger meaning or explanation. Herbert feels like a fox and wants to look like one.

I liked that it isn’t an explicit animal allegory for trans or gender diverse kids, it is an entry level to identity and being able to be the identity you feel inside with support and understanding. The fact you have to find meaning yourself is fantastic because it can mean so many different things to different people on a range of different levels. The simplicity of it means you can read whatever you want into it without the text telling us what it’s meant to mean.

The illustrations are cute. Sturton’s designs are playful and she captures the playfulness and childlike innocence of Herbert. The colours are great and the full page spreads juxtaposed against the white space and the text works well in telling the story.

There are certainly other stories out there more complicated, more literal, and more detailed about identity but I liked that this doesn’t put Herbert in any particular category. He isn’t labelled, he isn’t trying to change anything right now. He only wants his mum to understand he doesn’t feel like the rabbit she thinks he is. Feeling like you are in the wrong body can mean a lot of different things, and the fact Sturton doesn’t choose one path for Herbert means this book can be interpreted by a lot more people, and maybe help them understand that there is nothing wrong in finding a body you are more comfortable in.

You can purchase A Fox Called Herbert via the following

QBD | Booktopia | Blackwell’s

Dymocks | Wordery

Fishpond | Amazon | Amazon Aust

Holiday Haunts by Imogen Markwell-Tweed and Wendy Dalrymple

Published: 21 November 2021 (print)/21 November 2021 (audio) Goodreads badge
Publisher:
Bryant Street Publishing/Bryant Street Publishing
Pages: 226/4 hrs and 21 mins
Narrator: Jessica Craig, Biff Summers and Faith Connor
Format: Audiobook
Genre: Paranormal Romance
★   ★   ★ – 3 Stars

Christmas is the perfect time of year to fall in love; especially if you’re a specter or a retail employee, that is. At Holiday Falls Mall, love blooms in sweet and spooky ways for four shop employees during the holiday season. This collection features two stories from queer romance writer Imogen Markwell-Tweed, and two stories from sweet romance writer Wendy Dalrymple for a unique, intertwined anthology of paranormal romance novelettes.

 

This collection of queer paranormal stories was one I picked because I was looking for a quick read and being the holiday season I thought what was more perfect, the queer paranormal element was an added bonus and didn’t disappoint.

The focus of these stories, despite the holiday setting, wasn’t actually Christmas stories per se. They were at Christmas, but not about Christmas. Each one was about love, finding love and discovering love, and both authors balanced the sweetness perfectly so it never became saccharine. The paranormal was balanced perfectly too. As a reader there was mystery to tantalise you, unspoken things, little hints and clues that laid traps or meant nothing. Sometimes you were waiting for the reveal, like the first story, Up to Snow Good where I forgot there was a paranormal element I was so caught up in Gemma’s story. Or Heavenly Reads where Markwell-Tweed drops crumb after crumb so we know Something isn’t right, but not sure what.

The stories are short, simple, some certainly more engaging than others but that was a personal choice. With four stories there isn’t going to be a wide range of opinion, I certainly liked some more than others but all were enjoyable and unique. The paranormal elements different than what I was expecting.

You can purchase Holiday Haunts via the following

 BooktopiaDymocks | Blackwell’s

  Amazon | Amazon Aust | Audible

Peanut Goes for the Gold by Jonathan Van Ness

Published: 31 March 2020Goodreads badge
Publisher:
HarperCollins
Illustrator: Gillian Reid
Pages: 32
Format: Picture Book
★   ★   ★   ★  – 4 Stars

Peanut Goes for the Gold is a charming, funny, and heartfelt picture book that follows the adventures of Peanut, a gender nonbinary guinea pig who does everything with their own personal flare.

Peanut just has their own unique way of doing things. Whether it’s cartwheeling during basketball practice or cutting their own hair, this little guinea pig puts their own special twist on life. So when Peanut decides to be a rhythmic gymnast, they come up with a routine that they know is absolutely perfect, because it is absolutely, one hundred percent Peanut.

This upbeat and hilarious picture book, inspired by Jonathan’s own childhood guinea pig, encourages children to not just be themselves–but to boldly and unapologetically love being themselves.

This is a fun story that explores doing your own thing and being proud of it. Peanut is presented as a non-binary character and uses they/their pronouns. I loved that the story wasn’t about Peanut’s identity, and we see all the wonderful things they can do instead.

The story describes the seemingly strange things Peanut does like having banana pancakes instead of birthday cake and cutting their hair while hula-hooping but soon moves on to their dreams of competing in gymnastics competition. Reid’s illustrations are adorable and I loved seeing Peanut in their gymnastics costume and practising all over the place.

Peanut’s unflappable nature is also endearing. They don’t mind others thinking they’re weird, in fact their friends end up joining them in their activities. It’s also a great build up to the end where quick thinking and stylish flair save the day. It’s a story of success and passion all wrapped up in adorable illustrations.

Van Ness has also come out as non-binary and it’s wonderful to see more picture books exploring different identities and offering more representation. If you ignore the pronouns this could be any other picture book and that’s brilliant. The more books that are around with representation that isn’t the focus of the book is just what we need.

You can purchase Peanut Goes for the Gold via the following

QBD | Booktopia | Book Depository

Dymocks | WorderyAngus and Robinson

 Fishpond | Amazon | Amazon Aust

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