Points of Departure by Emily O’Beirne

Published: 15 June 2016 (print)/28 June 2022 (audio) Goodreads badge
Publisher:
Ylva Publishing/Tantor Media, Inc
Pages: 274/8 hrs and 43 mins
Narrator: Angela Dawe
Format: Audiobook
Genre: Young Adult Contemporary
★   ★   ★ – 3 Stars

In this young adult novel, best friends Kit and Liza have been looking forward to this trip forever.
Five girls, five tickets overseas. It’s exactly what they all need after the final slog of high school. But when Kit’s suddenly forced to drop out, Liza’s left with three girls she barely knows. 

There’s Mai, committed only to partying. There’s Tam, who already has her doubts about leaving her sick father behind. And there’s Olivia, so miserable about screwing up exams she’s not even sure she wants to get out of bed, let alone on a plane. Meanwhile Kit’s stuck working double shifts to pay off a debt, wondering if she’ll ever get it together.

All Liza wants from this trip is to discover a new version of herself. She just hadn’t planned on doing it without Kit by her side.
And they’re all learning that travel isn’t just about the places you go, but who you’re with at the time.

I am no stranger to having a subpar narrator for audiobooks, it’s rare but not unheard of. There have only been maybe two books I couldn’t listen to at all because of the narrator, other times there are narrators who aren’t great at the start but I can get used to by the end of the book. This one, however, annoyed me right until the final minutes. The nasal imitation Australian accent was bad enough when there was dialogue, but the fact the rest of the book was spoken in an American accent was annoying. The main things I kept thinking were why was an American narrating this Australian book and why would you switch between accents?

When I had a small whinge online I did see one response that said audiobooks should be narrated by people who are the nationality of the characters, which would be ideal, support local talent and all that, but if we can’t have that at least can they be vetted that they can do a decent Australian accent that doesn’t make you cringe every time a character spoke? I have to be careful here and not spend the entire time ragging on the narrator, it’s probably not her fault, but it goes to show that the narrator can influence a book’s enjoyment.

I enjoyed that the characters were older teens; they’d finished their schooling and were looking at their open ended future trying to decide what to do with the rest of their lives. It was a great dynamic having the five of them plan this trip with really one person being a key connector between them all. When you remove that connecting point it was interesting to see the interactions these near strangers have as a result.

The story follows multiple points of view but the problem is some characters are a lot more interesting than others. I liked Kit’s story best, and I enjoyed Olivia and Liza, but overall it was a little bit boring. Maybe not boring exactly, but definitely slow. And considering I never got used to the narrator I was very conscious of not letting it impact my enjoyment. Even with an Australian narrator I feel it would still have been slow, under developed, and slightly repetitive.

With multiple points of view you got a little bit of their lives, but their narrative voices mixed together. Kit’s story was the only one that felt separate and her voice unique, and not only because of her isolation at home made her easy to identify. Keeping track of who was who was easier by remember their one defining narrative feature – Liza was a former runner, Olivia worried about her uni scores, and Tam had a sick father. There wasn’t any other way to distinguish them and their voices were non-descript, I don’t think I even got a picture of any of them in my head. The similarities in written voice especially between Liza and Olivia weren’t helped by ?? barely altering her voice either as she switched between the two, and there was definitely an imbalance between perspectives. Olivia and Liza dominated, Kit did as well, Tam barely gets a look in so much I kept forgetting about her, and poor Mai didn’t get a voice at all.

The exploration of European countries, hostels, different approaches and appreciations to each country was a nice insight into how to travel around the world (and how easy it is to jump from country to country when you aren’t girt by sea). Seeing each girl grow and develop friendships through the book and overcome their insecurities, find themselves, and work out who they want to be was nice too.

Overall a nice read, probably one that could have been expanded further in terms of character and balanced better in terms of pace, but it was enjoyable and an interesting look at the older side of young adult and teen lives: not quite complete adults but not bound by schoolyard antics.

You can purchase Points of Departure via the following

Blackwell’s | Wordery | Angus & Robertson

 Amazon | Amazon Aust | Audible

Summer Bird Blue by Akemi Dawn Bowman

Published: 11 September 2018 (print)/11 September 2018 (audio) Goodreads badge
Publisher:
Simon Pulse/Tantor Media Inc.
Pages: 375/9 hrs and 4 mins
Narrator: Em Eldridge
Format: Audiobook
Genre: Young Adult Contemporary
★   ★   ★ – 3.5 Stars

Rumi Seto spends a lot of time worrying she doesn’t have the answers to everything. What to eat, where to go, whom to love. But there is one thing she is absolutely sure of-she wants to spend the rest of her life writing music with her younger sister, Lea. Then Lea dies in a car accident, and her mother sends her away to live with her aunt in Hawaii while she deals with her own grief. Now thousands of miles from home, Rumi struggles to navigate the loss of her sister, being abandoned by her mother, and the absence of music in her life. With the help of the “boys next door”-a teenage surfer named Kai, who smiles too much and doesn’t take anything seriously, and an eighty-year-old named George Watanabe, who succumbed to his own grief years ago-Rumi attempts to find her way back to her music, to write the song she and Lea never had the chance to finish. Aching, powerful, and unflinchingly honest, Summer Bird Blue explores big truths about insurmountable grief, unconditional love, and how to forgive even when it feels impossible.

I’ve wanted to read this book for ages when I was looking to expand my diversity reads, and I’m glad to read it. It’s a good story about grief and sisters as well as a decent mini side plot about identity and working out where you fit in the world.

There is a good exploration of grief – guilt when you catch yourself being happy, the obsession with doing the one thing you think would make it better ie. writing the song, and how less talking is sometimes what you need like her relationship with the neighbour. Kai’s no nonsense friendship is good too. Not tiptoeing around, but she is able to admit that she will be set off if people try to talk about her sister with her, so she isn’t oblivious but can’t help it. And with the rush of being dumped by her mother and trying to adjust away from her friends who could have helped (apparently there’s no phone or internet in this area of Hawai’i?) then of course she is going to be additionally angry.

What I enjoyed was Rumi knows she is being mean and unreasonable sometimes, but she also thinks she has cause, which she translates to the reader without over explaining. She’s sad she hurts her aunt and knows she always does it, but she also things she should be allowed to sit in her grief. Alone.

I liked Rumi being imperfect because she doesn’t change by being sad, she just can’t regulate as well. She has been abandoned, she doesn’t want to distract herself with friends or shopping, she wants to be left in the hole where her sister left behind.

There was a line I loved that was basically she is now alone, without her sister and without her mum, so she needs to be able to work out how to be alone, work out who she is now she’s alone. Her life was so connected to her sister she needs to find things to do without her. I liked this as a justification for her behaviour and her line of thinking. It isn’t her grief pushing her and her anger being unreasonable. She may not translate that to her aunt or anyone around her that well – she is still an emotional wreck and a teenager – but she knows what she is trying to do. And that is be ok being alone. And she can’t work out how to be alone, and work through her grief alone if people keep trying to make her do frivolous things.

So much of this review could be a discussion about how well this story explores grief but it’s already long enough. Bowman has truly done a great job, and the way each character deals with it makes it a wonderfully messy and real response that doesn’t try and hide the reality and pain. This is very much an example of “Put on your own mask before helping others” approach that Rumi isn’t getting.

In terms of the diversity representation, Rumi’s confusion over feeling left behind shown through her memories was integrated well, and connected to Leah being supportive. It was a great approach instead of sole focus being Rumi looking directly at her own feelings/identity. As a reader we see the hints and clues through memories about who she is before she realises.

What I enjoy about books with aromantic characters is it’s the only books you’ll get where there is no romance. There needs to be more YA where people just make friends, even if they are heteronormative, even if they do want love and romance. What I love about this book is a character makes a new friend and the world doesn’t force them together. I love these because finding friends is just as important as romance as a teen. And being friends first is great, but finding a friend and being happy with that should be a goal, not just for the aromatic books – which are rare anyway. It’s another way to have representation without making them specific aromantic books and highlights the importance of good, solid friendships.

Looking at the reviews (which honestly sometimes you really shouldn’t do, even as a reader. Don’t read the comments and all that), I understand how some people think it might be heavy handed, but it’s not. As someone who has read a lot of lesbian and gay books, people need to remember they are so much more well-known now, more accepted, more common. People don’t need a book anymore about ‘do I like girls and is that weird?’. But I think we still need books about ‘why don’t I like any one and is that weird?’. We are still in the early stages in terms of representation, but it isn’t as bad as they make out, it’s well done to be honest. Teenagers have deeper conversations than you’d think. Talking to strangers can be a lot easier and some people are more open than others too. I don’t know how people can revere Loveless when this one also has someone working through their identity, just because it’s more active than passive doesn’t make it worse.

Eldridge does a great job with the audio, though audio certainly highlighted how repeatedly the words “Aunty Ani” is said which does get annoying. But you’re rarely taken from the story and it was easy to stay in this world of grief and family and discovery.

You can purchase Summer Bird Blue via the following

QBDDymocks | Booktopia

WorderyBlackwell’s | Angus & Robertson

Fishpond | Amazon | Amazon Aust

The First to Die in the End (#0) by Adam Silvera

Published: 4 Oct 2022 (print)/4 Oct 2022 (audio) Goodreads badge
Publisher:
Quill Tree Books/Simon & Schuster Audio UK
Pages: 560/10 hrs and 24 mins
Narrator: Jason Genao, Anthony Keyvan, Kyla Garcia
Format: Audiobook
Genre: Contemporary Young Adult
★   ★   ★   ★   ★ – 5 Stars

It’s the night before Death-Cast goes live, and there’s one question on everyone’s mind: Can Death-Cast actually predict death, or is it an elaborate hoax? Orion Pagan has waited years for someone to tell him that he’s going to die, given his serious heart condition. Valentino Prince has a long and promising future ahead of him and only registered for Death-Cast after his twin sister nearly died in a car accident.

Orion and Valentino cross paths in Times Square and immediately feel a deep connection. But when the first End Day calls go out, their lives are changed for ever – one of them receives a call . . . the other doesn’t.

Told with acclaimed author Adam Silvera’s signature bittersweet touch, this story celebrates the lasting impact that people have on each other and proves that life is always worth living to the fullest.

I loved They Both Die at the End, I loved how Silvera originally brings us into this world and getting to see the prequel of how it began was amazing. The multiple characters give a great cross section of the city and those who will be affected by the first Death Day.

The way Silvera connects all the stories is clever and I loved seeing each storyline weave together and cross by one another. It was realistic and natural and even in a large city situation never felt unbelievable.

The twists about who was going to be first and how it was going to play out was amazing. The misdirection and the surprises were incredible and you are easily caught up in these beautiful boys and their budding relationship you easily forget someone is going to die. It happened with They Both Die at the End and Silvera once again breaks your heart by bringing these people together only to tear them apart.

As a huge fan of stories that take place in 24 hours this is a perfect use of the timeframe. With the Death Cast timeline and the deadline Silvera once again makes use of the entire 24 hours making you realise how much can happen to a person in the space of a day and how one person can change your life.

If you’ve read They Both Die at the End you can see where services and systems mentioned there come to light. I’m glad we get to see this in a prequel because as impactful as this is, the set up isn’t where the magic is unless you know how it’s implicated later on.

I loved the change in perspectives, and I loved how they are introduced by whether Death Cast called them or not. It is a brilliant teaser, and given we know some people are definitely dying, it is a great way to show how others are reacting to the first day of Death Cast and how it will impact their lives. These side plots are a great expansion on the world beyond Valentino and Orion and having them interwoven through was divine.

Once again you will be devastated even when you go in know how it will end and honestly, I wouldn’t have it any other way.

You can purchase The First to Die at the End via the following

QBDDymocks | Booktopia

WorderyBlackwell’s | Angus & Robertson

Fishpond | Amazon | Amazon Aust | Audible

Going BiCoastal by Dahlia Adler

Published: 13 June 2023 (print)/13 June 2023 (audio) Goodreads badge
Publisher:
Wednesday Books / Spotify Audiobooks
Pages: 336/8 hrs and 57 mins
Narrator: Mara Wilson
Format: Audiobook
Genre: Contemporary Young Adult Romance
★   ★   ★   ★  – 4.5 Stars

A queer Sliding Doors YA rom-com in which a girl must choose between summer in NYC with her dad (and the girl she’s always wanted) or LA with her estranged mum (and the guy she never saw coming). In Dahlia Adler’s Going Bicoastal, there’s more than one path to happily ever after. Natalya Fox has twenty-four hours to make the biggest choice of her stay home in NYC for the summer with her dad (and finally screw up the courage to talk to the girl she’s been crushing on), or spend it with her basically estranged mum in LA (knowing this is the best chance she has to fix their relationship, if she even wants to.) (Does she want to?)

How’s a girl supposed to choose? She can’t, and so both summers play out in alternating timelines – one in which Natalya explores the city, tries to repair things with her mum, works on figuring out her future, and goes for the girl she’s always wanted. And one in which Natalya explores the city, tries to repair things with her mum, works on figuring out her future, and goes for the guy she never saw coming.

I have wanted to read this since mid 2023 when it came out and now I finally have access to it and I loved it. I love Sliding Doors and I love seeing two different versions play out based on one single decision. The issue here is both options were good. I loved the natural way each relationship developed and how both had potential and benefits for Natalya.

With her east coast choice, the connection and relationship with Elly felt organic and real. You believed that they may have seen one another visiting the same places over and over again without their meeting and connection be a perfect stars aligning situation. Even though it was classed as a safe choice, it still gave Nat a chance to take chances.

For the west coast, Adam was a great new discovery and a good lesson on her taking risks and changing up her routine. His family and his story was unique and engaging and I loved the ease in which they suited one another.

All characters in both versions were really well developed. I kept forgetting most of them were teenagers, seventeen or eighteen, they felt and sometimes acted a lot older, I often found myself thinking they were in their twenties. But that isn’t a disservice to Adler, I think it’s great to show that people that age can be mature and confident, and can have engaging lives that don’t constantly remind you of being at school. And when the younger kids were hanging out with people older, they never felt like they were missing out, or immature. It was an easy mix and great to read.

I was glad there were more conversations happening that weren’t entirely school related. I enjoyed seeing characters have their attention and plot on something other than school, or having their deep and meaningful summer of change (not that those don’t have a place). This story balances the big decisions of leaving school and having a summer themed book all without making it “the summer that changes their life” profoundness. The casualness was what made it so enjoyable to read.

I loved Nat’s parents and the different relationships and seeing the two storylines overlap was creative and a great way to show off how some things would always have happened, even if you made a different choice. There is also great representation of the Jewish faith and seeing it play a large part in Nat’s life was something I hadn’t seen before in a book. I’ve read stories where being Jewish is mentioned, but not shown to be as intertwines in day to day life as this.

As I said, I loved the Sliding Doors element, I thought there was going to be a way to have it merge together, but Adler makes it a choose your own adventure which puts great power in the readers hands and lets you pick your own ending. I must say I had trouble picking, but based on my enjoyment of each side of the story I did enjoy one a lot more, or I felt was more rewarding I should say. One would have happened anyway, while the other one felt like she was missing out if that hadn’t happened. Cryptic enough? No spoilers? Good-o.

 

You can purchase Going BiCoastal via the following

Booktopia

 Blackwell’s | Angus & Robertson

Fishpond | Amazon | Amazon Aust

The Quiet and the Loud by Helena Fox

Published: 28 March 2023 (print)/28 March 2023 (audio) Goodreads badge
Publisher:
Dial Books/Macmillan Australia Audio
Pages: 384/10 hrs and 35 mins
Narrator: Kaiya Jones
Format: Audiobook
Genre: Young Adult Contemporary
★   ★   ★ – 3 Stars

George’s life is loud. On the water, though, with everything hushed above and below, she is steady, silent. Then her estranged dad says he needs to talk, and George’s past begins to wake up, looping around her ankles, trying to drag her under.

But there’s no time to sink. George’s best friend, Tess, is about to become, officially, a teen mom, her friend Laz is in despair about the climate crisis, her gramps would literally misplace his teeth if not for her, and her moms fill the house with fuss and chatter. Before long, heat and smoke join the noise as dis­tant wildfires begin to burn.

George tries to stay steady. When her father tells her his news and the memo­ries roar back to life, George turns to Calliope, the girl who has just cartwheeled into her world and shot it through with colors. And it’s here George would stay—quiet and safe—if she could. But then Tess has her baby, and the earth burns hotter, and the past just will not stay put.

A novel about the contours of friendship, family, forgiveness, trauma, and love, and about our hopeless, hopeful world.

Having read an amazing award winner recently, it was clearly an exception to my usual experience of award winners being long and boring because this one fell right back into the long and bit boring track. This book is clearly an award winner, there’s big ideas, poetic words, long drawn out emotional explorations. Which is fine. That’s why these books win awards. But it’s something you have to remember going in. I haven’t done a literary award winner in a while and I had to get used to it again.

The plot was interesting but the slowness takes away from your full enjoyment. Needing to move the plot along faster became my main wish and while I enjoyed the characters and their lives, it was drawn out. I had my audiobook on 1.75x speed and it still seemed to take forever. I thought it was almost over and I still had four hours left.

I enjoyed the environment Georgia explores. Living on the water, going out in the kayak and feeling peace in solitude. Those are wonderful moments of peace and reflection, which Fox does well. The emotional release of art as well as being on the water was a great new approach than what usually happens in books. I love Australian YA because we have these amazing stories that are outside of school settings that are about people’s fascinating and complicated lives outside of school drama.

There are a lot of characters in play which breaks up the long emotional and introspective thoughts and contemplations. Her mum and stepmother Mel are the parents, there’s grandad and his eccentricities, as well as the friendships between Tess, Lars, and Georgia. Not to mention a potential new friend in Calliope.

There are emotional moments and a lot of big issues that come into play. Alcoholism, abandonment, pregnancy and complications, as well as a variety of mental illnesses. It’s a complicated and messy life with complicated and messy characters. Lars is annoying, Tess is annoying, but I kind of enjoyed that in it showed imperfect people and how you can still be friends with them. Not to mention the bonds of childhood friendships and the obligations that entails. It’s also a good example of how as people grow up they change and as their lives go in different directions it’s a big thing for friendship groups.

There is actually a lot of things happening but the focus remains on Georgia so we only get bits and pieces as she interacts with it and the action around it is few and far between. The snippets we learn about of her father, the mystery of her flashbacks and various memories, as well as the drama of Tess’ intentional teen pregnancy added some flare.

The mention of the Black Summer fires hits a bit too close to home, as did the Covid mention. The reminder is always so depressing about that fire season and the anxiety rises to the surface as you relive it. It’s good that it isn’t being forgotten though and it plays into the story well. On the flipside, things are still long and overdone and they counteract good plot by distracting from it and making it feel weighed down.

It’s a good coming of age story that deals with changing relationships, discovering who you are, and how trauma shapes your life whether you realise it or not. I’m glad I read it but I also think it could have worked if it was less literary. But that isn’t how profound internal discovery and life changes happens. It was probably the best format to explore these ideas, it certainly makes them more impactful despite the pacing issue.

You can purchase The Quiet and the Loud via the following

QBDDymocks | Booktopia

Blackwell’s | Angus & Robertson

Fishpond | Amazon | Amazon Aust | Audible

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